Two very short texts today – for once, he initiated the first one – it was short in the extreme, so my response was as well. The second one was a mass text I sent to several friends because I finally have my Ohio RN license in hand. He said congrats, I said thank you. That’s all. Still no email and definitely no FB – FB is where he lives. I hate FB. HATE. Anyway… clearly, no phone calls. I think it’s been a year since he actually called me first. Maybe longer. That’s a sad state of affairs.
I am sleepy and feeling like I want a hug – this is the hardest time. I WILL NOT talk to him, though. He doesn’t deserve it. And I deserve better.